Won't be able to write a lot today as I am in a bit of flare up. I am sitting on the sofa, afraid to move as i've just got reasonably comfortable. I have been reading a few things on fibromyalgia. Found a little banner/signiture thing that says. Fibromyalgia, a pain in the... well, everything. Thought that was very true. Also read a couple of poems that were very good. It explained the it well. This is one of them : You silently stalked me for many years, If it weren't for you, I'd have healthy inner ears, You tried to embrace me, I wobbled away You then became vengeful on a bright sunny day. You've rid me of work, friends and some family, You've invaded my pride and mottled my dignity, You now wake me in the middle of the night, With back spasms so painful I can't even fight, You're not my friend, so go away, You enjoy seeing me struggle every night and day. You 've caused me embarrassment, strife and grief, No wonder common people find you hard to believe, You wear evil faces from night to day, I've learned now to see them and hear what they say. You've taken from me my independence I once had, It 's a wonder you don't kill me rather than making me sad, Each day I am reminded of your hurtful ways, You gain pleasure from putting me into a foggy daze. My vision may be double, but I can still see, The vice that you hold which you implant for free. They advise me to get out and then say I am lazy, They are the one 's who are sadly so crazy, You must be proud of yourself, you have succeeded, To convince them I am no longer valued or needed. You've whirled me around until I can 't think, I finally stand up but my pride again sinks, I have a poor memory, slight balance and no rest, You invade anyone who strives to be their best. My head and neck hurt and my hips freeze and ache, Bright lights and loud noises send me whirling for crap sake. My mind wants to go shopping, driving and out, As soon as I try, you convey another doubt, I 've tried medications to keep you at bay, But you are too stubborn to allow me to play. I will never surrender to your evil desires, My Spirit is shielded, healthy and admired, You continue to embrace me, while screaming to be heard, I refuse to listen while you 're being so absurd. Although you have no medicinal cure You continue to invade bodies until you are pure, You have no voice, you heartless devil, But be prepared, because I 'm on the level. You 've chosen me to be your messenger, For this I am ungrateful I can assure, I will not speak highly of you nor smother them with lies, You are the one that I have learned to despise. You have ruined my life and altered my faith, For this you will pay dearly upon my own grave. I ask that you not replace me, as your heartless aura demands, Upon my journey back Home, I will place you at Gods Healing Hands. You're not my friend, so go away, You enjoy seeing me struggle every night and day. Anon... I feel very drained and confused at the moment, I can't think straight. Tried to play a game called Bookworm but all the letters were jumping about in front of me.